There’s a feeling, something i cannot describe, bothers me since the beginning of my existence. I feel lost, caged, empty and other things that i cannot describe. I still don’t know what or why is this feeling is within me. Although i started to understand it better with time. I have a desire, a need to be one with life itself. To wake up to the sounds of birds or cicadas, feeling the warmth of the sun or bitter cold of the wind, having no possessions that stresses me out, lying to the dirt and getting dirty, watching stars as i think only about now. Ants that crawls on my skin. Feeling that other lives are within us and acknowledgeing that their lives are important as much as ours. Even a little grasshopper’s. I am in shock that i have realized only this much in 19 years of existence. Even after all this, there is so much yet to discover and learn.
Still don’t know how i will find a way to be in peace.
I am in awe, impatiently waiting for life to show me the way.
「Existence」
Yomitatsu 